I can't believe high school is almost over. I can't believe that once May passes, I probably won't see 85% of my class again. I can't believe that in August, I'll be moving out of the house that my mom fixed up exactly the way she wanted it. I can't believe I won't see my puppy every day.
This year has been rough because I've had to realize a lot of things that I didn't think I was ready to realize. This year has been amazing because I've gained some awesome friends. Most of all, though, I learned something important this year. I'm really, really great.
I have freckles.
I grew up hating my freckles. No matter how many times my parents tried to convince me they were "angel kisses," I couldn't force myself to like them. I realize now that I'm probably the only person in the world that felt that way. God kissed my face with freckles because he wanted me to be a little more unique. (:
I'm horrible at math.
No, I can't solve an equation to save my life (you can ask Ms. Hayden or Mrs. Jenkins). I pushed my way through algebra 2, and somehow I passed chemistry. Some days, I still question how I survived both of those classes. But you know what? I'm a fantastic writer, and I can proofread like nobody else can. So take that, algebra 2.
My real smile.
As a teenage girl, I've perfected the "selfie smile." I realize now that my real smile is more beautiful. Why? Because it's a lot like my momma's.
I like different music.
Forgive me, but I can't stand country music. For the longest time, I felt like an outcast for that. Now, though, I couldn't care less. I'm proud to blast my musical soundtracks and All-State CDs.
These are just a few of the things that I've learned to love about myself this year. It's a lot easier to be happy when I appreciate the things that make me different. (:
